Tuesday, August 18, 2009 1:05 PM
there are days that you just feel like living alone
and you want to get away from everything else.
do you have the feeling that sometimes you just feeling like screaming of the top of your lungs.? well, i'm feeling that right now. I just feel like screaming till my lungs can't take it anymore.
You know the feeling of anger that you can't release to the world but its harmful. that kind of feeling. Its just sitting inside that you try to take it out but it can't. its pretty annoying when its that.
i don't really know what to do. exams are coming i haven't even study. i studied but i find that there's nothing going into my brain. having sleepless nights. omg thats worse.
I told my aunt in the US that i would want to stay with her and she said come over. YAY.
What am i thinking i can't go yet. never mind time will come. I just can't wait to leave for some reason someone triggered me goin away again. SIGH.
Pointless. i find it hopeless and nonsensical to talk about it. since i don't want anyone to talk to. I have some much things to do, and not even one is done. i just hope i have more time. The stress is killing me. I hope i would lose hope on myself. this time around i'll carry on.
Anyway, i'm hoping that i can't save up 200 dollars to buy something i really want. It seems that money is flying pass me again. I DEMAND an increase of my allowance. LOL. that up to my parents to decided. first paper on friday. i'm not even ready yet. =X
Saddened case.! WOW. i don't actually want to study lately. all drama's fault! boohoohoo. and CSI i can't seem to stop myself from watching! GRace snap out of it.!
anyway, this update is total crap.!
see ya around people.
BTW, Happy Birthday to Melissa Tan and Darren Oeyung? i don't know how to spell his surname
and you want to get away from everything else.
do you have the feeling that sometimes you just feeling like screaming of the top of your lungs.? well, i'm feeling that right now. I just feel like screaming till my lungs can't take it anymore.
You know the feeling of anger that you can't release to the world but its harmful. that kind of feeling. Its just sitting inside that you try to take it out but it can't. its pretty annoying when its that.
i don't really know what to do. exams are coming i haven't even study. i studied but i find that there's nothing going into my brain. having sleepless nights. omg thats worse.
I told my aunt in the US that i would want to stay with her and she said come over. YAY.
What am i thinking i can't go yet. never mind time will come. I just can't wait to leave for some reason someone triggered me goin away again. SIGH.
Pointless. i find it hopeless and nonsensical to talk about it. since i don't want anyone to talk to. I have some much things to do, and not even one is done. i just hope i have more time. The stress is killing me. I hope i would lose hope on myself. this time around i'll carry on.
Anyway, i'm hoping that i can't save up 200 dollars to buy something i really want. It seems that money is flying pass me again. I DEMAND an increase of my allowance. LOL. that up to my parents to decided. first paper on friday. i'm not even ready yet. =X
Saddened case.! WOW. i don't actually want to study lately. all drama's fault! boohoohoo. and CSI i can't seem to stop myself from watching! GRace snap out of it.!
anyway, this update is total crap.!
see ya around people.
BTW, Happy Birthday to Melissa Tan and Darren Oeyung? i don't know how to spell his surname