Friday, June 26, 2009 10:44 PM
TO EVERY GUY!
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait"
To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful."
To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.
To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down.
To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls.
To every guy that said he would die for her.
To every guy that really would.
To every guy that did what she wanted to do.
To every guy that cried in front of her. ....
To every guy that she cried in front of...
To every guy that holds hands with her.
To every guy that kisses her with meaning.
To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.
To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.
To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.
To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.
To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes.....
To every guy that would give his seat up...
To every guy that just wants to cuddle.
To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what.
To every guy who told his secrets to her.
To every guy that tried to show how much he cared through every word and every breath.
To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one.
To every guy that believed in her dreams.
To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them.
To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams.
To every guy that walked her to her car and opened the door.
To every guy that gave his heart.
To every guy who prays that she is happy even if you are not with her.
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait"
To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful."
To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.
To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down.
To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls.
To every guy that said he would die for her.
To every guy that really would.
To every guy that did what she wanted to do.
To every guy that cried in front of her. ....
To every guy that she cried in front of...
To every guy that holds hands with her.
To every guy that kisses her with meaning.
To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.
To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.
To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.
To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.
To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes.....
To every guy that would give his seat up...
To every guy that just wants to cuddle.
To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what.
To every guy who told his secrets to her.
To every guy that tried to show how much he cared through every word and every breath.
To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one.
To every guy that believed in her dreams.
To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them.
To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams.
To every guy that walked her to her car and opened the door.
To every guy that gave his heart.
To every guy who prays that she is happy even if you are not with her.
You know there are moment in life that i feel like i don't belong at all.
It's like i'm floating on air.
There are moments i feel that someone actually cares.
I have so much frustration kept inside me that i want to let out but i wouldn't want to hurt anyone with it. which is impossible.
This feeling is eating me up alive.
My week has been great.
attachment next week. not looking forward to it.
nevermind, let me tell more about myself.
i'm always moody, emotional, in deep thoughts.....
i always want to be left alone.
i get jealous easily (especially if someone has something that i really want)
i always want to be on my own.
i'm not the ordinary person.
i'm always happy.
imagine a girl than gone through so many heart breaks and was restored only 3 years ago.
am i what am think am i you?
is it right?
why?
i don't understand.
would it healed?
would it stopped?
Monday, June 15, 2009 9:33 AM
I'm updating. Hello people around the world reading my blog.
I'm actually emotionally _____________ (fill in the blanks)
There's softball training today sadly i can't go.
I'm really tired! I haven't slept in 24 hours.
Cool huh? so not!
anyway, holidays just started wow. holidays.
Its doesn't feel like holidays.
i feel that i'll get As in my papers.
yay!
Friday 12-06-09
Suppose to meet the GIRLS however or what so ever.
Sha couldn't come, theresa MIA! Nurul ...... she's been waiting.
I don't really know what to update cause life has loads of things happening that even a soul can't understand whether its for good things or bad things.
anyway, i went out with him for the whole day. :}
so cool. two movies. LAND of the Lost and Drag my to hell
reviews of the movies:
Land of the lost was freaking hilarious!!
drag me to hell, literally drag me to boredom of hell!!
don't watch it, its not worth the thrill. it bored me to death.
form the begging i knew she's going to die. LOL.
Danny was like 'omg, here comes the pain'
while i died laughing my ass out watching it.
its like i know what's going to happen next. LOUSY show. waste my 6 dollars
hahaha. It was fun to watch two movies.
then went for a effing interview!!!
i waited for so long, that they only talked to me for 5 minutes!!!
the met John, Ashley and Yul is plaza sing starbucks.
when i reached there, 3 of them were sulking! MWAHAHAHA. sorry fellas to keep you waiting.
then wanted to eat, walked for so long and ended in MCDONALDS~~~~
i didn't had the mood to talk already, so effing tired! retarded.
that was the end of my friday!
sat- nothing happened
sunday- loads of things happened
i learnt that challenges are stepping stones to success
Well, i know why i'm in this situation i can't handle.
passing it is one thing. another thing is that i am strong enough?
HMMMMMMMMMM, everything that's happening is for my good.
bad or good. but sickness isn't part of it.
i am growing to be patient.
loads... of things to type but not a single thing is coming out!
WHOOOPIE. i'm blank totally blank.
My tongue was taken away.
shall buy a new one.